
I can't help who I am. They teach you that image insn't everything, but what about personality? I hate that I can never be suave, like the so-called loners on tv. This is not working for me anymore, I want to go back to sleep every time I wake up. I mask my pain so easily, but I feel like dying. This isn't worth it anymore! fuck, I wish I had the strength to take some pills and go to sleep, get out of this shit. lol, if this was a letter there would be tear stains everywhere.
I couldn't help but cut again, I was clean for awhile...............................now I'm back to step one. Theydon't feel like anything.
The only people who know me are internet strangers, wow, what a life I have. But they will only know me as I allow, it's all so stupid. I hate, I hate, I hate, I hate, I hate, I hate, I hate, I hate, I hate, I hate, I hate, I hate, I hate, I hate, I hate, I hate, I hate, I hate, I hate, I hate, I hate, I hate, I hate, I hate, I hate, I hate, I hate, I hate, I hate, I hate, I hate, I hate, I taste like blood.